some very bad news ended up turning into some very good times. I spent time with people I never would have been able to get to know so deeply, I was able to do things I never would have had time for. I’m leaving for the trail wishing I could hold on for a little bit longer…but knowing that I have a lot to come back to. I’m excited about what’s out there, but now, I’m also excited about what and who are back here.
It’s an odd feeling…rather an odd musing…being sick, but feeling great. Trying to grasp that not every illness comes with the chills, a fever, or a stomach ache. Taking care of my body most of my life, fueling it with only the best foods and staying active. Living in harmony with the earth and the universe, feeling like the epitome of health. Believing something to be one way, and seeing it to be one way, yet learning that in reality it is another way entirely. Transparency was my resolution. But the surface can hide so much.